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Forgive Me

Llona

I feel like we’ve all wronged people. For me, with the grudges I’ve held against my dad and stuff that has happened with

people. The ones that have hurt you and the people you’ve hurt as well, because you’re not the only one hurting, you’re

inflicting some hurt yourself. I just knew that at the end of the day, we all have to hold hands because nothing is more

scary than dying alone. Some of the things that hurt and traumatise us don’t mean a lot to the people who did it to us.

I was just trying to illustrate the power of forgiveness because, at that point, I had already forgiven my dad. As I

grow up, there’s no day I wake up as a man and not understand the stress of life, because life is so crazy. Also, when I

spoke about forgiveness as a song, I still wanted something that would say it in a powerful but plain way for people to

understand, and that’s why I used the Tyler Perry interview where he was talking about forgiveness. He said he was

talking to people about forgiveness, but even he had not forgiven his dad. So, “Forgive Me” was all about forgiveness;

forgiving our parents, forgiving ourselves, forgiving anybody who has hurt us, especially the ones that are complicated.

It was the perfect song to end the album on because it even came last. I feel like after the rollercoaster of emotions

and everything that the album had talked about, I just knew that I could not live forever and forever isn’t even

forever. So, I just wanted to wrap up the album with a more powerful message than whatever I had coming. I can’t even

believe that “Can’t Breathe” is the song that’s up there. The producer just sent me beats. I had never met him before.

The moment I heard that beat, I just connected with it.

By:MemoriesFM

Narrator: Artist
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Comforter

Llona

I wrote “Comforter” in Ajah (Lagos). I had come back from Abuja. I see myself as a storyteller, so I was relaying what I

went through in Abuja. It just poured out of me. All the lines in the song are real. I actually called my mum and told

her, “Mama, your pikin dey suffer for Abuja.” She cooked and sent it via a vehicle coming from Kano. On that song, I was

reminiscing on my life, I was just sitting in the corner and taking stock. It was a mirror of how I was feeling at that

time. These songs are dense because I’m piling a year or two years’ worth of experience into them, and that’s why it’s

hard to explain them. Some of these songs weren’t written in one day. With “Comforter,” I was going through it. When I

first recorded “Comforter,” God told me to go to Kano. So, I went to Kano for three months. I just stayed with the song,

and I kept making videos. Since Lagos wasn’t really feeling me, I planned to go to Kano, which is my hood, build up that

momentum and bring it back. I went to Kano and kept making content, and it just got serious. The funny thing is that

three days before “Comforter” was due to drop, I didn’t want to release it anymore because I worked so hard on the song,

and I didn’t know what I was hearing anymore. I wasn’t even sure about what the fuck I was doing. I locked myself up,

carried my Arizona, smoked to the full brim, played the song again, and that reminded me why I recorded the song again.

It was good to go. I was in search of something to comfort me. At that time, it was weed, I just smoked. Drake just

dropped an album around then, and I’d be listening to the album and smoking up. So that’s how the song came about. When

I’m going through situations, it just piles up till I find a way to make it come out as a song.

By:MemoriesFM

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Forgive Me

Llona

I feel like we’ve all wronged people. For me, with the grudges I’ve held against my dad and stuff

that has happened with people. The ones that have hurt you and the people you’ve hurt as well,

because you’re not the only one hurting, you’re inflicting some hurt yourself. I just knew that at

the end of the day, we all have to hold hands because nothing is more scary than dying alone. Some

of the things that hurt and traumatise us don’t mean a lot to the people who did it to us. I was

just trying to illustrate the power of forgiveness because, at that point, I had already forgiven my

dad. As I grow up, there’s no day I wake up as a man and not understand the stress of life, because

life is so crazy. Also, when I spoke about forgiveness as a song, I still wanted something that

would say it in a powerful but plain way for people to understand, and that’s why I used the Tyler

Perry interview where he was talking about forgiveness. He said he was talking to people about

forgiveness, but even he had not forgiven his dad. So, “Forgive Me” was all about forgiveness;

forgiving our parents, forgiving ourselves, forgiving anybody who has hurt us, especially the ones

that are complicated. It was the perfect song to end the album on because it even came last. I feel

like after the rollercoaster of emotions and everything that the album had talked about, I just knew

that I could not live forever and forever isn’t even forever. So, I just wanted to wrap up the album

with a more powerful message than whatever I had coming. I can’t even believe that “Can’t Breathe”

is the song that’s up there. The producer just sent me beats. I had never met him before. The moment

I heard that beat, I just connected with it.

By:MemoriesFM

Narrator: Artist
0